Mum, I’ve been putting of having to do this because I guess secretly I was thinking if I didn’t do it you might just come back to me. There is a single minute of the day we’re i don’t think about you and go to pick up the phone as I would do anything to just hear your voice and us just talk about everything and nothing like always. The pain I am feeling is like nothing I’ve ever felt and words cannot describe how I miss you. There’s so much I need to tell you and need your advice on but I keep talking to you everyday just not in the same way. You always was my everything and you always will be my beautiful angel in heaven. Love you today, tomorrow and everyday till we meet again mum. Xxxx